Miss you….

Miss you Honey, Miss you Darling, Miss you Sweetheart, different terms suffixed but Miss you is the prefix which means a lot to me. There may be people who think differently than me or they may not even agree with my argument but what I feel is “Miss you” is the term which brings more happiness to me than “Love You”.

In three years of my graduation days I saw many proposals, many acceptances and many heart breaks. However we friends were, by the end of each day we missed our gang too much and our good night messages had a “Miss You guys, see you soon tomorrow” always. For those wonderful thoughts which I still hold, a big “Miss you all” deserves.

It was end of our student life. People parted but there is something called attachments in this world, once you get detached from one, you get attached to another. I was ready to see the professional world. So many sophisticated people, so many meetings, so many conferences but we enjoyed that Professionalism and we all became so close that our professionalism was not seen after a few days between us. Though we are in touch, I not being in that beautiful home of friendship a big “Miss you all “deserves.

Now as I am not working and waiting for my exam results and as I hold a title of “Free as of now”, it doesn’t mean that attachment left me. It’s still with me and I am getting attached to different set of people now and in fact have got attached to many. For those people who are still near to me but so far that I miss them each moment a big “Miss you all” deserves.

Ranju….

Control……

My mouth’s watering, Pizza’s, cakes, pastries etc. etc. etc… are disturbing me. The only thing on this earth which is uncontrollable is the word “Control”. This post is dedicated to me, coz I am suffering from this disease of “Control”.

I started gym from last week, for my good fate the gym is in the area where I have to cross my favourite eat outs (Mc’D, Dominos, Hot chips and many more). While I am back home after my two hour long tiring workout, all of the above will invite me like never before.

The devil inside me pops out and tells- “Hey, go for a last time. You should never disappoint people who invite you so well”. 

Angel inside me- “No Ranju, You can eat for whole of your life”. I somehow listen to Angel inside me and disappoint all the inviters, speedup my bike and come home.

When I was not on dieting, Programmes in the TV as soon as I first switched on were, Mickey Mehta’s exercises for a perfect body, Yoga from famous Gurus Etc. Now, when I am back from an exhausting workout the first thing I see on TV is Sihi Kahi Chandru’s Bombat Bojana, Sanjeev Kapoor’s Kaahana Kazana….. After seeing this I definitely understand God’s testing me.

I thought it was the end of my test from God. Because my instructor told me that I could eat egg. I was so damn happy. I love egg, so I myself call me as an “Eggitarian” coz I am not a Non –vegetarian.

With full enthusiasm I was going to the shop behind my home to buy eggs. A dog chased me and bit me. As it was a small wound not leaving my wish to eat egg, I went to the shop, bought egg, kept it at home and went to the Doctor.

I went inside the clinic; Doctor gave me the medications and conversation between us went like this.

D – With Serious voice, are you a veggie?

M- Yes Doc, But I eat only Egg.

D- You should stop eating Egg and Egg products.

M- Oh yes, I can do it. But till?

D- Till your medications are over, that is, till you complete 5 injections spread over a months’ time.

M- You mean, I should not eat egg for a month!!!

D- Yes, my dear. (With a sarcastic smile)

With an ear to ear smile on my face. I went home, returned the eggs which I had bought, to the vendor. And felt sorry for poor me for a while. But, I believe laughing at our own funny stories is the most wonderful enjoyment. So, I told all my stories to my Sis, Brother in law, Mom, Dad, Friends and laughed at myself and now I know “Control” is so “Uncontrollable”.

Ranju....